Im feeling a kinda anger mixed with sadness and depression. It all sounds chill, like you've been burying these emotions in the corners of your mind for as long as you can remember.
Its okay, depressing songs are usually supposed to sound underground. I guess its supposed to sound like its underground because it gives you the feeling of looking back to a memory that either caused or added to your depression.
Lol. I like to have a more muffled sound to my music nowadays for a good reason involving how I feel all the time, I guess. It's like, I know how I feel deep down inside, and I'd like people to know how I feel, but I lack both the skill to bring those feelings out, whether those skills be social or whatever, and effort needed to really bring them out.