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stupidityi

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alternative names: stupidito, idiocyi, idyiot, miseryi

IDC

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The trash archive: Scrapyard (pls remix these) - make use of these even if there is no use to them pls

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Life's a bad joke. But I guess at least someone finds it funny. So who cares? Nobody. Do your thing, no matter who opens their mouth.

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Music just sounds better when there's something to run away from.

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the official waste basket account.

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    stupidityi

    Do drugs kids

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    stupidityi

    Roommates that have a less "normal" sleep schedule than you suck.

    Then again I haven't been much better last time.

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    stupidityi

    Longing:

    For a body I cannot have.

    For feathers I cannot grow.

    For a place I cannot be.

    For somebody who isn't.

    That is the definition of longing.

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      stupidityi

      Longing was there too, when Melancholy and Nostalgia came. You need to understand that all of the three need to die.

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    stupidityi

    There's this need to make a difference in all this insanity. Because that's what it is. Not just for me. To say sh*t out loud, even if I don't even know what to say. Have a voice even if I don't have one. Just something... The littlest thing, but SOMETHING.

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    stupidityi

    Official alt accounts number: 6

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    stupidityi

    A little while ago, Nostalgia and Melancholy came to me. Naturally I wanted to go with them. I had a gun. It was either the light or the dark.

    First I shot Nostalgia, then Melancholy

    I embraced the dark. Untill I had a new blank canvas.

    And started to try to create my own light

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    stupidityi

    Jack Skellington is hot.

    ah shit

    stupid auto correct

    Let's try that again

    Jack Skellington is pretty hot.

    ah goddamnit, auto correct is messing with me

    This isn't what I meant to say, sorry.

    Jack Skelington is hot.

    Oh damn it I give up.

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    stupidityi

    4:20 AM haha I should sleep...

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    stupidityi

    It's funny that it's no secret that it is that damn phone (or computer)

    But we're basically at a point where you can't do much about it anymore.

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    stupidityi

    I Wonked (vineboom sound FX)

    I could do nothing but wonk

    And then I heard me (you) saw

    Wawking in top of myself (huh sound FX)

    However...

    It's wasn't really him (sad violin sound FX)

    Watch

    The gap in the dood

    It's a separareality TTY t

    The only me is myouym

    Are me sure the only you is meem? (Vine boom sound FX)

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      LV!

      You forgot the "Goofy ahh uncle productions" tag

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    stupidityi

    Made a lot of bad choices concerning my field. I advise against studying in any music college, unless it's really good and you know what to do later. I fear these past 4 years have only brought me closer to purposelessness than any years before. I'm just delaying getting thrown into the real world and learning the hard way anyway.

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      LV!

      It also makes sense if you don't want your job getting stolen by AI.

      I wanna be a mechanic and I know that AI wont be able to do that job

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      stupidityi

      Hands-on and practical instead of academic and theoretical. Honestly only that makes sense in terms of education or anything concerning music.

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    stupidityi

    Franz Schubert - Die Forelle (UPTEMPO HARDCORE REMIX)

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    stupidityi

    My life is really good. I just don't see it often. I'm standing in my own way. Despite that, I think I'm finally understanding that I am not alone. Nobody has life figured out, everyone has doubts and everyone has felt the touch of absurdity. All things considered, I am pretty average and normal. There's more I can want and have the right to imo, but only so much more. Life's pretty darn OK right now.

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    stupidityi

    In a different universe I would've been a woman.

    I know it's pointless and I'll never really be that, but part of me envies her.

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      stupidityi

      This whole thing is very weird and I honestly shouldn't go in this thought direction.

      I'm fine like this.

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      vaportenacity

      Some shit in life is just unfair

      Even though trauma and pain bind and connect all of us some folks have it ridiculously easier than others.

      But you have people who care about you and that you care about, and no matter who you are you need to get up eventually and keep going.

      I know this sounds a bit cynical but there is hope in this idea

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      stupidityi

      I can't explain the shame otherwise.

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      stupidityi

      Not even really about the account. The topics of the tracks and I just came back to that struggle.

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      vaportenacity

      Look man I have no idea what connection you have to your accounts

      But I really think that you should not risk entering similar cycles again

      Whenever you feel like coming back here I recommend that you just don't, take some distance from audiotool entirely and come back when you feel better, because trust me, I know that you don't even remotely believe it sometimes but you definitely will feel better.