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yito ☮

448 Followers 587 Following Joined about 7 years ago

This account is, as of the 15.10.2024 dead. I am tired of this past version of myself and I'm on the mission of becoming the best version I can be. It's time to leave yito behind. Bceome something much better, healthier. I will not delete this account and I will still work with the drafts I have here once I have become better.

It's been a great journey regardless and thank you all for the endless support.

I will now make music here: @fjoørds

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Also on Audiomack -

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You can no longer spam on my wall. Or do so, but I won't respond on this account anymore.

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Not seeing something? It's likely here: everything (almost)

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Or here: @archyives ☮

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people I'm very grateful for:

@viista

@nico

@etterath

@Carrion Haven

@LVIII BLꝎMER

@ApoC

@renz

@vapornever

@SUZUME

@Giles

@Zack

@anodyne

@nondeescript

@LOR

@Chonoes

And whoever else bears me and still sticks with me.

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    yito ☮

    Fuck school.

    I'm just getting worse and worse at management.

    None of this shit was even worth it to begin with. After 4 years I've still learnt nothing. Hooray me for fucking up big-time once again.

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      yito ☮

      But if I just quit now I'd not only have lower pay in education, but also less chances at getting employed (as if my sorry ass was ever employable in the first place...)

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      yito ☮

      I don't think it would be smart to quit now. I only have 3 semesters left and having a goddamn degree opens doors. It's also moreso the course I chose and the fact I stayed in a country with a supremely inferior educational system. Studying music in Slovakia, in the city and school I'm in is just straight up stupid. I messed up, so I might have to repeat this school-year (worst case scenario). The moment I have my title I'm getting out of there.

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      okin

      i somewhat agree with this, school/further education isn't designed for everyone and in some cases is actually worse for you too stay in. If you feel like you seriously aren't getting anywhere with it i urge you too quit right now, i remember i spent a further 2 years in education after school i could've stayed for 3 but it truly didn't matter this is just the unfortunate circumstances of life.

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    @zxykwn on insta

    yitoooooo

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    yito ☮

    I dislike how this place feels now. It's not the way it changed, because I don't think it did that much. It's the way I changed/didn't change. That creates that conflict and feelings of estrangement. But there's probably something positive about it too. Just don't know what it is.

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      yito ☮

      bump

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      yito ☮

      And nowadays, I don't even need to turn the internet off anymore.

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      yito ☮

      I understand now. I understand that it's fallible and my relationships here fickle. I made "friends" and parasocial connections here. Where I thought I have friends and a social circle, it all starts crumbling in ATs inactivity. I put this website on a pedestal and made it the baseline for my social life. But when all is said and done and the internet turned off... I am the loneliest loser around.

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    yito ☮

    I like how I often criticise the over reliance of samples, and meanwhile I can barely come up with original material myself. Most of the stuff I've done in the past few years we're either remixes, covers, me attempting to copy a certain track or relied heavily on samples.

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      Fleuve ☮

      you probably meant "over-reliance on samples"

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    yito ☮

    People tend to say aged like fine wine

    I aged like milk without refrigeration.

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      R.shani

      well bad milk can still be fermented into really good cheese and people like cheese (except lactose intolerant “people”) so that’s pretty neat.

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      @zxykwn on insta

      nuh uh

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    yito ☮

    root, I know why you're favoriting my stuff and frankly, just no.

    I refuse.

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    yito ☮

    All I wanted was to uncontrollably sob at the function, but all I ever get is quietly suffering without purpose or reason, which makes the thing just more ironic and fake and insignificant.

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      yito ☮

      Crying is like the best thing ever. The way it makes my mood instantly switch is just straight up amazing, so WHY CAN I NOT BAWL MY EYES OUT FOR ONCE????!!!!

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      Chonoes

      i feel that

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    yito ☮
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    yito ☮

    Music here I don't really like (controversially):

    po9t - good artist, but there's something about his vocals and production that feels popularist and mainstream. I like some works, but even if I wanted to like some songs, I can't.

    Jjbeats/root - I simply dislike those modern vocals. I feel assaulted by how fast and clean and processed they are. Puts word and the character in the forefront, gives little time to breathe between lines and emphasizes artist before artistry.

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      yito ☮

      Yeah, the whole po9t thing was a big oof.

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      SOLACE

      sandburgen is completely right tho. The charts used to be different, based on Skrillex, Deadmau5, Zomboy. Now they’re based on… the Fortnite soundtrack. I call it TikTokWave because most these niggas don’t wanna put in effort for more than a snippet and these newbies eat that shit up ‘cause it’s like “woahhhh he’s holding back”

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      SOLACE

      It’s actually crazy you say that about po9t because a while ago someone called him out for his trendy sound in an extremely harsh way (it was 100x more commercial than now but still good) and it caused like a whole dramatic conflict and shit that i won’t go into detail about because i was in the peripherals of the whole thing.

      i’d defend the man a lil bit more if he wasn’t 2cool to acknowledge my existence when i post on his wall (half-joking lmao) but all i’ll say is the dude’s got talent

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    Keychain (archive)

    check out my collab with XyPhr

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    yito ☮
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    yito ☮
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    anodyne

    monthly reminder we all love you here dude

    (gonna start doing this)

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    yito ☮

    I start to hysterically laugh every time I think about everything that's wrong with me nowadays. Am I screwed?

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    yito ☮

    Self-love ain't everything.

    It's true for me and probably to 50% of the general population. Therapy tends to be focused on teaching you self-love and self-love will help about half those people in everything. But it's of little use for the other half. I always knew that self-love ain't the way for me, because I am objectively a POS in many things. Thtat's why I always scoffed at the concept. Paradoxically, I learned some of it anyway and maybe it even helped temporarily, but it is not enough.

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      vapornever

      Self love won't dissappear all your problems

      The point of it is, well

      Me personally I find it much easier to deal with my problems when I have my head.

      And what I mean by that is, when I feel like myself, when I put things into perspective and cut myself some slack where and when it's due

      That's honestly the only kind of self love I do, and it helps immensely, not because it's an instant fix but because it empowers me to do shit that needs doing

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      yito ☮

      I think that's important to remember.