That was beautiful, man. It just seems so unreal and heartfelt.
In another tangent of thought, I may unfortunately be in your situation soon. My grandma just started the next level of chemo two days ago, so I know very much how you feel. My consolation goes out to you.
Dude. Sorry about your nanners. She would be proud of you right now. We need this to chart. My condolence of your grandmother. Hope you make it through this tough time my friend.