Poor out liquor for the mans that I reminisce on for more than 20 days. I lost too many friends, I can't be pushed over because i'm stuck inside of my ways. I never peep anything when I go through the pain. I'm shaking for no reason, suicidal thoughts and i'm feeling the pain. I pray to god that I make it through the day, Show me guidance never had it before so i'm needing a change. Sorry if I scare you I've dealt with a lot of suffering in my days.