Sorry to bring such personal problems into AT, but i feel that, like many of us musicians, music is the perfect outles of emotions. Happy or sad, lonely or excited.
Ive been in a loving, secure and committed relationship with the most perfect, gorgeous, passionate and compassionate girl called Harriet. My life was perfect during. But recently we broke up, and my life has been shakem, made miserable and hard. All for the better though, such a breakup isnt out of vanity. In the long run, im sure its better; but boy do i hope our paths cross again.
A few nights ago, i saw playing the piano for half an hour, playing out my heart with emotions and an aching heart for fuel. This is the music i heard in my ears during, coming together layer by layer. Im not asking you, listener, to feel sorry for me, feign and compare similar emotions. Not to comment saying 'Nice one, but the bass is too resonant', or 'Its boring, too long'. im not looking for a catchy hook, crisp percs etc. This is emotionally born music. Not music born out the urge to just produce. Sorry for the long read. This wont be for all, but it touches me, and hopefully her.
For once, im not fussed about attention on this. It can stop getting faves, or reach top of popular. I dont mind really, im just happy i published this :)