i hate myself for this now
contemplative of []
mind of [], rather than [] heart that i obsess over.
i just want to know how [] thinks.
but,
when i decide to speak my mind,
of [] to [] that is,
blanks are always drawn in the end.
of course.
i became more honest and hated myself over time.
though still not much acknowledged.
i would also hate you too, of course.
i hated you because i wanted you to understand, or more than that, despite being distant.
but even if you did, i don't think you can convince me.
as much as i probably never convinced you.
in the end,
i learned to hate us both.
i self loathe simply because i never got what i wanted.
simply selfish.
did i really like []?
if so,
do i really like [] still.
maybe i should have obsessed over [] heart, rather than [] mind.
but i find that thought as very dumb, so no.
too late to learn a cheesy lesson again.
jaded.
moving on-
oh-
um...
hi new person.
what is on your mind.
should i like you?
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potato
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