i wanted to cry for what never was felt before

and wanted to die for everything else

your crossing the threshold sent over an armament

so what was your end goal? i never could tell

you're not my protector, you're not some damn higher-up

even with your magic effervescent glow

i wanted to ask you if you had felt bad for it

so what was your answer? i never did know

i want all my friends to forget i exist again

i wanna be somewhere ill never be seen

i wanna be cleared of my every embarrassment

i wanna be sterile, i wanna be clean