heyo! im back with an ACTUAL single this time i hope you enjoy, this was a super personal cut and currently one of my favorite songs i've released.

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this track was produced by nate2timez and myself, and we are currently working on an entire EP together and i'm SOOOOOO excited to share what i've been working on these past few months. I cant lie i've been in a super rough time in my life, but the lyrics from these tough times have captured some of my favorite and most mature songs yet. I hope you love and appreciate this track, the next single "Grown up" with nate will be releasing on June 2nd :)

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this is a another pride anthem of mine, about being accepted for queer identity and some of my own personal hurtles with it <3

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OUT NOW:

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LYRICS:

Feel like I can’t change

Try to fix myself but it won’t take

Every part of my soul needs a damn break

Kind of why I skipped church last Sunday

Folks think I’m still straight tryina to save face

Kind of feel mom knows but she won’t say

My fears run fast in a mind race that’s why I wrote my songs that I can’t say

So I had my face

Scuffed up as a faze

I struggled to pray

I am gods disgrace

I bottle of my faith

In bottles of pain

And try to suppress

Every ounce of my fate

I struggle to change

Cause I wasn’t meant to change

Fix something that won’t break

I buried pride is an instinct

Come to find out it’s all fake

I wish that I could fix myself for you

I wish that I could hold you like I do

I wish that you would dry your lovely tears

And make the nightmares disappear

I wish that I could fix myself for you

I wish that I could hold you like I do

I wish that you would dry your lovely tears

And make the nightmares disappear

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OUT NOW:

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remember you are loved by someone, and you are not alone <3 thanks for giving me a few minutes of your time

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  • Po9t we need to do a collaboration

  • can one yall come see my two new songs i want to see how people like them

  • So beautiful love it so much keep it up, man! <3 <3

  • I gotta start making songs in logic pro and then dump the entire track on the Audotool website too.

    • There were people shitting on guys that just resampled a bass made in serum and now it's so normal to just make a song entirely made in other DAW and then poke it there

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  • the fact that you can go from "racist old white man do the trick" to "i bottle my faith in bottles of pain" proves that you are an actual lyrical genius

    from one queer to another, it gets better the more you embrace yourself and forget the critics

  • sometimes i wish i could fix my self for you i wish i could call you(not sure if i got that right)like i do(same thing here XD)

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  • 🖤

  • ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🩷

  • Really great!!!

  • I love this song. 90% of ur song are so meaningful :)

  • queer icon

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  • intro "at this point anything can make me cry" cuts deep

    this freakin lit 🔥

    • Julia absolutely slayed on her part

  • So beautiful, I love everything in this. From the two different vocals, slow calming music to the meaning behind it. Another amazing song from po9t! <3

    • Also, I am very happy that this is showing a lot of pride and support for the LGBTQ+ Community. I’m glad that you were accepted and are continuing to grow. Love you po9t! 💕

  • perfect and unique

  • sounds amazing man keep up the great work!!!!!!