My heart fell into a deep descending pit of despair, wondering where I had gone wrong. The endless possibilites of things I may have said circled in my mind, mocking me. I sat there, motionless, wide-eyed, staring into my computer screen. If only, I thought, I could have said something that would have better sparked his attention. But alas, I had not. the stinging feeling of regret and neglect flowed through my veins, and my expression grew dark and sullen. For hours it seemed, I waited patiently. Hoping to whatever god could hear me that I would see a notification in the bottom right of my screen. It never came. And thus my existence faded into nothingness, never to be seen again.