Yeaah, I remember being this angry...lol (not fun at that time), but growing up is a process and it's not easy. Good for you that you found music as an outlet!
in 2019 when i was in the 6th or 7th grade i had a meltdown because of something i could not remember. i was very angry and distraught, and instead of them trying to calm me down, it only made me madder. i threw a chair at one of my teachers (i didn't mean to, i was having a meltdown at the time), and again, instead of them trying to calm me down, they apprehended me adn called the police.
i was supposed to go to court, but it was dismissed. people called mea danger to society because of (1)
Damn dude, that's harsh. I'm really sorry for what you've been through. I can imagine your whole class looking at like you were some sort of menace, it's almost scary. I don't think you are a danger to society lol.
(2) what i did, and because i was autistic. they shouldn't have apprehended me, and instead calmed me down and sent me to a quiet room to talk. the experience i had with the police gave me a distrust of the police, and i'm pretty sure that the victims of police brutality and fatality weren't because they were "dangers to society".
my mom thinks taht because i have meltdowns taht are like this, that means that i'm dangerous. when i try to debunk this