honestly, at least for this instance, screw that phrase, I want to explain what this track is about in more detail: I am 20 now, Im going to finish highschool this school year and hopefully graduate from biology & chemistry. As the time passes Im more and more responsible for myself and my surroundings, Im faced with choices that are going to be of great importance in my life. I not the little school kid anymore that Ive once been and Im also leaving the teenage phase of my life, my "summer" and it feels like things will only get worse from here. However, I dont want that to be the reality and maybe, despite becoming "an adult" (far off honestly) I want to keep this infantile yet fun naivity, quirkiness and curiosity alive. I believe I can somewhat control that and I have hope that it can stay this way, thus the title.
Would overhaul the mix a bit again. Not sure if the changes would ruin this a bit though. But I'll take it into consideration before putting it on other platforms (have intended on doing so for a long time now, but I still haven't made the cover art.)
coming back to this, I think it's the meaning behind the track. Not sure where you stand with it at this point, but this was more relatable to me when I first heard it than pretty much everything else. Still is.
There's an anomaly with this track, first, I like it, second, I'm not entirely sure how it works, but when the audio quality is worsened (would mean mp3 or similar, not entirely sure tbh) the space chord synth loses certain frequencies until there's only the overtones one octave above that are audible.
OK, what the hell is this track about? "End of my summer." According to how underdeveloped brain is I havent even started my summer yet. Im by no means mature enough to call myself an adult, Im honestly just a kid who physically became to be 20, thats all I am. What point did I want to prove with the damn description? As far as I know Im one of the most childishly acting people on here lmao. Nothing about me is "adult". Just lol to this cringy ass description.