i love the lyrics and the story i made here so much i refuse to unlike it
sue me
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this is a song about the battle between my mental stability and my willingness to love
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sorry for bad quality(no mic)
when i re-record, ill record the vocals and guitar separately, and mix it better
for now, enjoy
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Lyrics:
We’ll make it out i swear
Ill try to make you care
About this broken window in our house
Or this cotton colored blouse
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Do i make you feel like you should?
A question that changes the whole damn mood
Should i try to be more of a man
Than i ever could be?
Maybe you’ll see…
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I’m not that… x3
Oh where’s my chance
To be your man?
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Exchanging of numbers
In a broken down cafe
Like, hey, whats your name?
I always forget
(what’s on my mind?)
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Oh, thinking of a reason
For why I can’t hang out again
“Oh, look at me, I’m bleeding”
Like, goodbye
See you next time, or maybe not
We could die anytime, so just say goodbye…
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I’m not that bad… x3
Oh, where’s my chance
To be your man?
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What if i do it?
Slam my head inside a van
Or load up another bullet?
Would it hurt more than
Going to your house, to try to win you back?
Why can’t I relax?
Why don’t you call back?
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What if i do it?
Stick my finger down my throat, cause now i’m only drinking fluids
Oh, something’s not right, doc!
Just tell me what I want to hear, maybe it’ll clear
My hazy head(but i doubt it, cause)
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I’m not that bad… x3
Oh, where’s my chance
I just want to be
your man…