so i finally learnt how to use the effects, hooray.

but uh, real talk. i just need to speak.

i'm thankful for the people even listening, i mean, i try to make something for people's ears but at the same time i make something i want.

i'm thankful for the big people in AT for noticing me (even if it was just one listen on a track or so), i'm just thankful that people even know about me.

but, i feel like i am falling a bit low. even though people are complimenting me, i feel like my sound is just something they've heard a thousand times before. i don't feel unique or original. and being unoriginal doesn't mean bad, it's just, people have heard it before.

i don't know, i just get a feeling maybe my music is a bit lacking or lackluster. i don't know if i truly fit.

i mean, it's been what, a year of me making music and i just think i haven't improved. i still use samples, and i don't know where i am creatively.

but, i'm not quitting. i'm still gonna keep making music, unoriginal or not, because i've been putting my life into it for a year now. i don't want to stop right now. i don't want to stop anytime soon.

i just wanted to say something else instead of the usual joke description. thank you for reading (or if you didn't, thank you anyway.)

tl;dr for those blessed people: i feel unoriginal but i'm not stopping.

anyway, about the track, i slowed down some rhodes and put the effects in. i know some people are probably thinking "how did it take you this long."

uh... i'm dumb.

is inspired by @titik obviously, but there are other artists that have inspired me too. they all make good music, greater than i could ever achieve in my entire lifetime.

:yems: