Not sure I could even understand what you're going through but if you ever need to talk then I'll most likely be lurking audiotool for the next weekend as I'm sure most of the other audiotool oldies will, eheh.
:). Thanks all. EURYNOME is the only contributor because I used his hardcore kicks. All fx were made by me including the samples. I made them using a pulv.
Making tracks helps a lot because I just get things out. I don't care about perfection. I'm just getting stuff out the only way I know how.
Truly sorry you're going through troubles with your family. Turning to music to express your frustrations is always a good choice. You're amongst friends that can relate.
Really good one, and I also wish you the best of luck. I also find it a bit serendipitous that Eurynome is the person who relates with you and he is the only contributor.
Thanks Eurynome. It will get better, but grief of any kind requires a process. Right now I'm grieving for the potential future my daughter is going to have. She's stronger than me, so I think she'll be able to do better than I did, so this is probably more just selfish self-absorbed pity on my part than anything else :(
can imagen (?) that ,know a bit how you must feel you want the best for your children .. i do for my son and every parent feels that (they should ) hope its gonna be ok for you and your famaly(again ?... sorry for my englisch )