guitar by naut

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might go on platforms eventually

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backstory: today was my lowest iv ever been, i felt like i was losing my girlfriend, the one year passing of my best friend is coming up, both of my grandparents are dying and its been a overall horrible day 

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lyrics:

anti-depressants

anything to numb the pain

i shouldve learned my lesson

you shouldntve been the one to blame

help me now

i need you more now than ever

ive been hurting ever since last december

so i think of getting killed

and i pray this isnt real

grandpa on the deathbed

please take me to heaven

this summers been worse then ever

and im not even a month in

a year since we lost marshall

i dont even wanna live till tommorrow

grandma got pneumonia

i dont know if im even ready to love