beginning {draft}

you aren't gon fuck up?

you aren't gonna try

this is just hard for me [id lie though]

this is just hard for me [to try]

it is just hard for me to lie to you

just hard, its hard for me [to die]

ok its hard for me to try [ok]

hard for me (i know)

ok its hard for me to die (i guess)

ive been working on myself

ive been working on myself

ive been working on myself