This has been one of the coolest opprotunities I've been able to experience making music. "The Bootleg Boy" has been one of the most prolific and influencial producers in my scene- and being able to work on a song together has been on my list of accomplishments I've always wished to achive.

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"this is my favorite song of the year I've released" - Bootleg boy

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Out now on all platforms:

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none of this would have been possible without your support, as always ty and i love yall <3

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LYRICS:

I try my best but it’s never enough

I parallel peers and stare in disgust

And over these years I hate who I was

I look in the mirror who have I become

I tailor my image to someone I lust

I burry my pride in someone I trust

Just look in these eyes and tell me I'm loved

Cause I can feel I never hear it enough

Tear myself down every moment I'm given

Would anyone notice if I turned up missing?

I fell off the face of the earth, would legacy burn?

Would anybody care to listen?

I need a mission, I need a purpose

I need the drive to tell me I'm worth it

I need a person to stand in my corner to work with

I don't need to be perfect

I’ll just stay in my loneliness

In my bed you see only lonely things

I never want to be famous

And I hate the pictures I painted

I drew in the lines and I made it

Strip all of my numbers I'm naked

I bottle my image in wine till I bleed through the page that I'm dying inside

If I pen all my problems in nursery rhymes I can leave you a legacy after I die

Did I try, or never enough?

I wear a disguise and call it a bluff

At the end of my life will I lay in a tub

With a pool full of blood and a half-empty cup

And were you surprised or wishing me luck?

I bleed for reach it's out of touch

I spent all this time and never arrived

If I were to die would you give a-

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  • vibes, also the mix sits very nicely

  • out of every song you have made, this is easily the best, even better than Conviction

  • I already told you that I don't really like lo-fi, but you did too well. I felt it and even cried a little. Literally, this text is about me. I’ve been following you for a long time and every time I’m surprised by what you do. You create, you don’t make dry rap or anything like that. You draw like an artist. I like what you're doing. Thank you very much, I love your creativity! you're awesome, don't give up!

    • and I would like to say thank you very much for the text that you post. I'm terrible at English and that's why I want to understand what you're talking about. If it weren't for the text you posted, I wouldn't have been able to get into it. thanks again!

  • The one time I try to make a Lo-fi and this get released the same week T-T

    • I'm hyped for that

    • it’ll be the last lofi song for a hot sec- i got an album on the way

  • lyrics added

  • wow

  • Nice vibes

  • WOAH!

  • Ngl, you're the vibe i've been missing, for songs to listen to. Great shit man!

  • Really frickin good but not as good if poet made a single dubstep song or beat