this song is a mix between complete and utter devistation and the positive feelings of believing everything will be ok, even though deep down you know its not. the lower parts of the song are her leaving and being gone. Knowing that the things she is doing are destroying your spirit. But the parts that sound happy are when she finally answers her phone or when she comes home and gives the false sense that everything will be ok. And other parts are when she tells you she's coming home, you wait with excitement and hours go by, you excitement slowly changes to worry, then changes to sorrow and you realize she's not coming home again for another night. After being each others everything for 5 long years, you pray and pretend this isn't happening to you, and want to just wake up.
and behold a Pale Horse: and his name that sat on him was Death, and Hell Followed with him.. muahahahah (lol)
One woodwind pulve for chords
One glass strings pulve
One brass pulve
Drums are one-shots in the machiniste
But most important: XAVROCKBEATS was the inspiration for this song. the chords I borrowed from him and the beginning notes. I was really feeling it and went with it. Please check him out.
RISING ABOVE is the song.
Sorry about All Rights Reserved, When I completely finish this maybe I'll change it. Theres a lot more to go, it's only half done. I just needed to publish something. }=)