I've found it really hard to make music for the past few years. It felt like chewing bubblegum - I kept chewing on music until the flavor was gone, and it felt like the only thing left to do was throw it out.
I want to make music the way I cook. I enjoy cooking. I don't anxiously adjusting the spices, trying to make the flavor perfect, overcooking the whole thing. I want to serve you some music, because music is good and we both need it. I think I can do it. Wish me luck!
This is a draft I started several years ago. I might polish it up later.
I've had this feeling too, at some point you just can't enjoy the process anymore and everything feels like a chore. It feels like I'm starting to lower my shoulders a little bit while putting out these small projects and old drafts to get myself back on track. For some reason it helped me a lot, especially with the constant feedback from kindhearted members of the community taking time out of their day to comment on whatever halfassed stuff I put out.