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here lyrics now:

fun fact im going insane

100% true that im losing my brain

fun fact there is no way to explain

how i always complain all result in vain

i keep it all locked up until i break down

ADHD keeping me locked down

more than the lockdown

more than the riots

more than a let down

why am I crying

it's not my fault

yet I feel guilty

my head against the wall

grim is how I'm feeling

it's more than just a feeling

it's indescribable

indefinable

looked and found my call

now I'm feeling tall

I used to feel broke

people laughed at me

Indirectly

maybe directly

in midst of all this shit

school was the one directing

I was the one accepting

I was just trying to make friends

yet my temper felt neverending

[drop]

[chorus]

fun fact im going insane

100% true that im losing my brain

fun fact there is no way to explain

how i always complain all result in vain

[new chorus]

fun fact the horror's gone away

100% true that my mind's back in place

fun fact there is no way to explain

why I was never okay

now the darkness decayed