originally was gonna be an entry for sila's contest, but i did beyond messing with a pulsar delay and just... made a general track but

im very happy with this track :'>

its also sort of a coping track if you can call it that? cause i was alone on a ride when i went to my rural town's fair yesterday evening and since i already went to the fair alone (cause i have no friends irl lol), i just really felt something when even at a PACKED AS HECK FAIR, DESPITE a whole bunch of peeps was on the ride before i got to it, and DESPITE the blokes operating the ride waited a few mins for more peeps to come, i was the only bloke on the ride i chose (and the only ride i got on cause i havent been to a fair in 5 years and that was my first FAIR ride in nearly HALF A DECADE and i definitely knew i would croak in 7 different ways if i chose like- almost ANY of the other rides ngjrnhjrn, this one was sort of tame in comparison lol)

but yeah long story aside, being lonely can really hit you sometimes, especially when going to something as special as a fair without anyone really on your side-

but im kind of over it now cause it doesn't really get to me, just kind of lasts for a hot second and then poofs cause i very much like my privacy and aloneness- just cant be alone for TOO long, obviously

HAHEnejnhjrt

tho dw, I STILL HAD FUN REGARDLESS- I WON A FRIGGIN TRICERATOPS PLUSHIE AND GOT SOME COTTON CANDY AND TASTED THE BEST HI-C I EVER DRANK IN A WHILE LIKE HOOOOOOOOH, IT HIT AS MUCH AS DRINKING A DR PEPPER CREME AND STRAWBERRIES DRINK OOGHF