Same. Except i have no relationship. I get how things are bad even if you're in a relationship. Since it's just a status. America doesn't have descriptive enough words for a relationship. My girlfreind never gave me a hug. I never got a hug from a nice looking girl unless in a really unncomforatable situation like. Ok class, time for a touching excicie. i'm not asleep and barly finish my homework. . But I could make thousands of songs if i wasn't deppresed or had homework.
Firstly, yes, this is an already completely track that will be released.... soon. It's completely original too.
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Now, here's whats been up.
Recently, a lot of you may have noticed a large amound of inactivity from me, as well as deletion of my works on soundcloud and even a few from here.
I've been struggling for a few months now (about 5) with immeasurable amounts of both anxiety and depression. The fact that I've been having a lot of issues with the person that I am currently in a relationship with doesn't really help either. With these feelings of anxiety and depression constantly hovering over me, I was unable to create new music or really even do anything productive at all. Sometimes I couldn't stop shaking from the anxiety and sometimes the depression just made me feel as if everything I did or made just was not good enough.
If you were trying to contact me to even say hello via social media, email, or any other ways you can contact me, I am deeply sorry for not responding. I simply just could not bring myself to respond logically to anything. I've been extreemly isolated from pretty much everyone/everything that isn't my family or girlfriend and it's really taken a toll on me at this point. I've finally opened up to my family about these feelings, a couple months ago, and asked for help and if I could see a professional, but still, I havent really recieved any help after asking multiple times. So pretty much now, I'm just trying to learn to deal with it and tuck it away by myself.
I was finally able to create a new song that I'm so excited to share with you all, but my plans are to make this part of a free, 3 track EP. I still have no idea if I'll actually be able to make anything more than just this song, but I'll let you all know if I do, and then I'll either have a tracklist and expected release for the EP or I'll just tell you all when I'm going to put out the full version of this song, which btw I'm naming Reminisce.
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Artwork credit:
Art by Phazed
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