first time hoping on a track, hope you enjoy!

Shoutout to nohset, one talented dude, i thank him for hoping on the track with me

[hellforever] verse :

I miss you when i lie awake at night

Its hard to see you holding someones elses hand

I thought you and i would get along alright

Its like im falling fast but ill never land

I thought i would be okay when i was around you

now i know that wasnt true.

Now when people talk about you i see you as a bitch

Who am i

Dont even ask me

Cause its clear now you fear me

Now im flying its either fly or die

Now because you i left my past behind

And now i know the true you

When i was around you i always told you i felt alive

Now i dont feel alive

God tell me what to do cuz i dont feel alive

Man fuck her all she is is a fucking lie

Cuz all she did was fucking lie

Man fuck her life

You say you love me but dont know what love means

You wanna this and that about me

But you dont know the real me

Why dont you get to know the real me before saying anything to me

Now i dont know if ill be happy like i used to be

[NohseT] Verse:

Happiness I'm trappin it

Fish hook hoes Never felt love

Daddy issues really wanna fuck

Hoes lying so I really keep it tucked

Just incase a bitch wanna set me up

I'm in deep just like a fish

Thay Why these clips are genderless

Why try me I need love in a drip IV

You say you love how my pschye be

I don't really think you even feelin me

All this fake love really kill me

I don't even think you know the real me

I got people that wanna be..

I got real love for the beat

Most the time the thoughts intrusive

I been vibin with producers

Stay alive you own it to us

They showed up with they lyrics tryna do us

I'm on the mic under the influence

NohseT and Hellforever be the truest

Call your phone hope you miss me

All the worst that you wished me

I really wish you got to feel me

Before your love tried to kill me