I know I’m alright

Only ‘cause you are

I’m doing just fine

With my new Buspar

I’m feeling happy now

At least I wanna be

But all the voices in my head

They keep on bugging me

The only thing I’m skilled at is pretending to be fine

The only thing preventing me from doing that is honesty

And every broken part of me could never see the signs

I keep on needing you, you never even wanted me

I’m sad, not just in the emotional way

Pathetic, not what I was hoping to say

But every second of my life was spent

Conversing on the internet

Or hiding in the corner

And sometimes there was some overlay

A total lame with zero conversational skills

And totally incapable of paying the bills

A scrub, a chump, not a snack, not a meal

A loser, so kill me, and that’s how I feel

The only thing I’m skilled at is pretending to be fine

The only thing preventing me from doing that is honesty

And every broken part of me could never see the signs

I keep on needing you, you never even wanted me

Be right back, gotta take my pills