I made this song around valentines Day because I was sad. For so long I haven't had that someone to help me through tough times or to love when all is lost. It makes it worse because my birthday comes up a few days after and I still feel like shit. I haven't celebrated my birthday for around 3 years now. I forced myself to do something this year because I'm still young and can't be putting myself down for stupid reasons. The real torture is not having someone to be around, love, and care for.