Yes I'll take the sports car :-) . I'm basically saying that I know I can get to that next level. I can be better than this. I'll feel mediocre until I can get to that true wow factor.
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. Why do you need to push at all? Let alone harder. You push too hard as it is sometimes my friend in my opinion. It's like when I was a drummer playing rock music, I had this one friend who could play like a demon. A hundred notes a minute or something close and he kept asking me to form a band with him but I formed a band with this kid who rarely soloed and when he did it was 2-3 fingers stretching the notes out but his rhythms were absolutely beautiful.
I'm feeling like I can push harder, so things are sounding less complete to me. Doesn't just mean more, but could be arranging, sound, musicality, etc... I'm in artistic puberty....or mid life crisis LOL
What's so silent about this? lol. Unfinished? No way. Totally finished. I definitely feel the causticity. (that's probably not a word, but whatever). ;)