For some reason I didn't think you'd be here waiting, cause you know what I can do with these words are devastating, I can tell you things and leave you contemplating, about the future and how you should stay patient, like a critical ER patient, I must have that cure or remedy, if I don't I wonder why you feeling me, because I care but I been so detach lately that fears and cares are switching lanes. Even if I got my stuff in order I doubt that I could feel the same, but we'll see... as time goes on, i just fear you'll stop waiting up..