my heart has reached a state of contempt

yet i feel like the only way to be yourself is being allowed to

i feel closer to you but

i just feel like the world doesn't want me, or people like me

i get lost in your eyes

i wish I could know that I'm delusional, or that people like me all the time

the more I talk to you the more I refute the notion that we do not fit

there are no closing of the door moments, the doors never close

i want to hold you

i wish I was always true to myself, I wish i felt like I was

I space off thinking of you and me

but why do I feel like I don't belong here

i've grown tired of my human nature

i don't believe i deserve this

i feel like a fool wrecking myself over something that will not happen

I'm better now

shouldn't throw out the l word

waiting for when I can go on

this is all for you

S

all the right