a reminder that raw timbres are so important in conveying emotion. really beautiful.
seems you maybe need to be listening to your music from a different perspective. especially while you're making it. if you're not enjoying what you hear as you create it (which you should, because it's lovely) then you're not going to get as far as you want.
thanks this is good advice, i know ive developed some really bad self critical habits and i think the answer might just be to care about it less and focus more on having fun :)