Is from around the 1st year on here, but I decided that I should expand on this at least a bit. Ive been making music for 3 years, rarely do I feel truly accomplished and Im unhappy about it and all that. Despite the fact that Im am that privileged to be 20, with barely any kind of future built for myself, being able to doodle around in the kitchen on a fucking computer while my life is slowly wasting away and Im absolutely useless to the people around me. I was going to put more work into this, but I just dont have the mood for that anymore.

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  • excuses...

  • me like

  • excusees, excuses, excuses... of the worst kind too.

  • i like

  • and I keep making them

  • Come to think of it, now I'm even more useless.

  • oh my god, this is crazy

  • excellent

  • I understand this feeling, so much so that I'm in a predicament now that makes me feel this way, As if i owned up to nothing, or thought I was building something on healthy ground. Seeing this is a month ago, I hope a positive shift has came your way leading up to now! I'd say it's all about what you feel is worthy for yourself, without any comparison to others of any sort. I think that is rightfully selfish. & of course, song is a banger, even if u say it isn't finished,,,!

    • A different mindset can go a loooong way! You owe others nothing!

      I hope this can help in any way,,, even I need to hear this for myself rn,,,

      Goon is also right too,, don't need to have everything sorted out, although putting effort into such things will sure help, but no reason to beat urself up about it.

  • Sorry for the description

  • v cool

  • too many favs already

  • Not everything has to be sorted by the time you're 20, nice edit man