personal vent
probably my more "serious" vent track
im alrighty btw, this aint related to music, just more related to my art but also somewhat related to my music? sometimes i look back at the little joke roy made about my music during my earlier days, saying how all i do is just slap in pulsars and call it inspiration/a day (i dont fully remember what he said but it still resonates in my head to this day lol), and honestly, he is true yknow
all i do is slap in random junk and call it day, while others are more organized and take their time and make absolute bangers and masterpieces while all i do is random experimental stuff that i (do) love but also understand it wont really get far
heck y'all even kurp was right
most of my music has been nothing but an amalgamation of sounds and it has been ever since i began this account
i mean im still gonna DO the these sort of tracks, but im often feeling... distant from the things i had to understand, understanding my homies be going far while im just still in the distance, still making things of who knows what
even with my art, i always think im being "creative" but the moment i look at other people's stuff, im just kind of blown over the floor because i know they were able to ACTUALLY use their creative liberties
for me? its all just in my head, it's fear, it's paranoia, it's scared, it
will it ever be like what it wants to be? i dont know im just spitballing all of these emotions here lol
but one thing for sure
i guess i really aint the creative person i thought i was.
also i suppose this can also be egonastorin pt. 4 lol (now with extra venting and emotional baggage!)
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there’s beauty in variety
and I agree with decay - your style truly is a gift
it was this exploratory nature and perspective on sound that led to the creation of the tools and instruments we currently use today
I always call you a mad lab because you tap into a different aspect of music that I think is equally as profound and beautiful; you challenge the brain to seek new patterns and find new ground to rest on in the unfamiliar soundscapes you create
But I do resonate with your sentiments
but even so, it still doesn't stop me cause my creativity is too strong and my drive is too powerful, i am beyond my limits and im still grinding regardless of the occassional meanie-brain thoughts that try to inflitrate my head and smoke it with asbestos xd
variety is always important to me- if i feel like im doing too much of something, i just continue being ME and just working with something different, a different tactic, a different way of working with certian tools and sounds- just so i can listen to it and go "oh YEAHH NOW ITS SOMETHING DIFFERENT!!"
i always felt like i had to be this specific individual to have people give a darn about the things i do/make, but only i can give a darn and its still a struggle nowadays
yeah... that's one of the things i always liked doing in my life; being different and DOING something different- if i see something that many people have done, then i want to go "nuh uh" and change up that thing by doing my own ways of things, whether that be with art, music, writing, etc
even if its mostly just me winging and being random with how i work things out, it's still a process that surprises me and ultimately leaves me pleased and happy that i AM doing something different ;v;
Always learn. Never be a great man, but strive to be. Humbleness is rewarding.
Crazy
welcome to the world of being neurodivergence !
i actually really really enjoy your sounds, they're so chaotic and yet pleasing. my brain moves fast, and i need music that matches its pace! genuinely, i want you to keep doing what you enjoy and make more stuff like this. i make music that i like, not what everyone else likes, and that's why i rarely get any likes on stuff. if i were to appease the crowd, i could get hella likes, but i choose to do wut i like, and u should to!
im late but i just wanted to say i aint neurodivergent but i am most likely some form of neurodivergent and i am hoping to get a diagnosis someday xd
and i do thank you for yer words, even tho i may be a literal month late to replying to it but just know that no matter what my brain says, music will never be seen as a chore and always will continue being a hobby/interest of mine, ALWAYS GRAHHHH
*neurodivergent
if you make what other people want you to, youll stop liking music and itll start to feel like a chore rather than a hobby/interest. ik from experience xd
music is whatever the creator damn well pleases it to be.
pls pls pls keeping being u :D
just letting y'all know i've been reading all the comments, and i really thank for all the blokes who commented
i'm def better now and it was just a moment where i really let my thoughts get the best of me cause usually its only just a short-lived feeling, but i guess it was one of those rare days where it absolutely destroyed me but, as usual, i slowly got back on mah feet
i really do gotta stop thinking because i do something a lil bit different from others means
YES!
that what i do is irrelevent, and tho me being happy with making such obscure sounds helped me a lot with my joy for making music, its also something i have to unfortunately suck up cause that also means it wont get as much attention from the usual crowd, and thats okai
its just made for me and me only, and even years later, im still learning my lessons and continuing to enjoy what i make no matter what my head keeps telling me
i've been doing it from the start and i'm gonna keep on it
We all love you titik
i know this feeling man,
its imposter syndrome, i think any artist will experience at some point
it's easy to cloud ur mind and view ur artwork in a negative way when comparing it to others
it's happened to me infinite times
and when it comes to people saying stuff like that about your music, putting it down in a sense, ignore completely
you make interesting, novel experimentations with sound. some ppl are not ready to delve into a realm of noise, ambience and overall otherworldly sounds.
-> music like yours is important b/c it helps push the boundaries to their limit of what we define as art/music/etc,
it gives a huge fuck you to the current "definition" of music (that continues to dissipate and furthermore be shattered)
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^ Guys like this shocked the world with their take on art and made a name for themselves.
So block all that bullshit out man, and keep doing your thing
try to cater to yourself before others
even if you think your stuff is random, no one else really considers a such approach, at least on par to what you do if i am wrong
most people here seemingly just look for solely music if not anything by the books; i know i emphasize at times that audiotool (or any DAW) can do more than just be a tool for creating music
feel free to stick at what your best at, or try anything new
just know making what you want takes some learning and time
[1] Making music that sounds different from your others after a while is easier said than done, it's quite hard to find a sweet spot between what may be different but still consistent. People like patterns in things, especially music. This account that I'm using to comment is an alt account for someone who was stuck in the same sound and it just didn't feel right. I didn't feel like changing what I was doing was a great idea, considering I had pretty much restricted it to one genre.
[2] Try doing research and ask people you know about different styles of music and certain sounds you may like that could interest you and erupt a creative flow. YouTube rabbit holes for music are the best places to be (usually) and may give you a ton of ideas, maybe even sampling bits and pieces of it to further increase a wave of ideas. You are doing amazing work as it is, I have seen you grow and change on this website and I hope you're able to see that growth as well.
first of all, these are all very cool sounds, love the bit at 8:30 ish. even tho it seems to be just some vocal FX the way it resonates makes it sort of a pad with a really nice timbre. im glad remix is open cause i may use it for smth
personally i think your style is a gift! im very passionate about interesting/weird sounds and especially how they could be repurposed for more musical contexts. to people like me you provide tons of inspiration which i think is even more cool and profound than just providing some nice tunes to throw on. i feel like other musicians get the best experience out of your work and its a truly unique bond thru sound!!
Woah, this is actually really cool! I like how it fades in and out and with all of the effects it makes it feel chaotic, powerful, and suffocating. I like it!!
agreed
Try seeing both the beauty in your music and others, although I know it’s hard sometimes. When making music, don’t hold yourself back, and if you need a break feel free to take it! Lots of love and support is sent your way, from me to you! I’m here for you man! <3
Creativity and imaginative inspiration comes on it own, and sometimes it takes longer than we would think it would. It doesn’t mean we are creative as a person though! You are actually one of the most creative people I know, you being able to put all these different unique sounds into one song and make it sound good is talent!! Comparing yourself to others has it’s good and bad effects, but to let it affect you negatively is not okay.
