I Loved and trusted her really she was just a teacher i look like ion give af but on da inside this shit hurts me everytime I think bout her as tuff as it is, I still think, is it me? am I not good enough or sum, or is she just selfish. either way I still think, why. Ive been through so much shit in my life, and when I thought things were finally turning around, bam shes fuggin cheating on me, I personally dont think I deserve this, looking in my past im not as damaged as others might be but Im damaged enough pops been in jail my whole life, lived in a van for a few years, Nana passed away that I used to live wit, and thass just part of it. Anyways ig it dont matter that much, it was going to end sooner or later,