I'm mainly asking to spark discussion.
I had some pretty monumental life changes in 2020, mostly for the worse, if I have to be brutally honest.
One of the only things that went well for me this year was the music I made during it. There are few words I can use to describe the overall support I got for my music this year, except for... Thank you. If you are even just a listener of my music, excluding favorites, and adding my songs to playlists, etc., you really made 2020 a year that wasn't absolutely destructive to my life. I don't talk about my personal life on here (or even just in general) because, well... it's personal. I feel like I have a right to keep it that way. However, I am in a pretty low place currently. In fact, I have been for the last, well... half a year especially. It was genuinely an ordeal to get the last 3 songs I made out in these last few months, mainly because any semblance of motivation I had was limited at best. This isn't to say that I wasn't motivated at the time, far from it. I'm just hard-pressed to find that motivation while it feels like everything in my life fell apart. I don't know if any of you feel the same way, but that's why I'm making this topic.
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Started off ok but started it to get more shit and depressing.
My 2020 was fortunately quite successful and yet relaxed. I hope that the next year will be a good one for you and that life will change for the better!
2020 is such a strange year, i was at my peak and i now i am at my lowest. i passed my electrician's course and learning russian as well as getting good grades for this year's electrician course. made a second album i'm proud of called https://www.audiotool.com/album/nfbbj/ and created a few discord bots, i also was apart of something i've always wanted, but then it all kinda just fell apart form influence of friends. but whatever i guess.
well, it's another year of my mechanic career but since my dad is retiring, i decided to get another job somewhere else. things are good so far
crazy ups and especially downs. I unfortunately did not get to make as much music as I thought I would, due to school. It was not as bad as I tell myself, but I think it was one of the worst, not just for me.