Whoever it was, I'm so srry for your loss. Trust me, I know how you feel, I had the same response when I lost someone close to me; make an album to help me recover. As nico said, I shouldn't have been this way, but I'm glad you made this album!
i can tell this album is personal to you, so i understand if you dont want to put this on spotify or anything. regardless, from what i have heard from this album so far, its AMAZING.