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me up at 2 am thinking I should die

Total playing time: 1:48:09

last night I couldnt sleep and I stayed up till 6:30 and I thought something was wrong with me, and that I should die because I am of no use except to try to change the world, but that is not special, everyone trys to change the world, I try to.....but I destroy instead, I always wish I was never born, I also am never supported to cry when I'm emotional in my household, I feel it is I am of not loved or special, there's not just one person named sofia, there's not just one person with dark brown hair, there's not just one person with dark brown eyes, there's not just one person who has suicidal thoughts, there's not just one person with breathing problems, I'm not special or one of a kind, I'm just.........a nobody trying to be a somebody

1 no sleep - Icebox & po9t 16032
2 luxior trying to be luxior ;-; (;-; edit) 14418
3 Hip Hop Rap Instrumental (Crying Over You) 342747
4 Vulkron and k h a s m - Forest 3734
5 Bandz 3707
6 Beautiful Dream 5
7 pretentious (remix) 374
8 pink plane 432
9 cloud 98
10 I feel... 48
11 KALOGAMEK - Belief ( Aka remix ) 14
12 Long Gone 11
13 pI wrote this for my dog but mid lofi | rick soundz (remix) 90
14 don't even know 27
15 so crazy 17
16 school rooftops but it sounds like the real song! (read disc) 13
17 loop 4(wip) 1311
18 Fix Myself (w/ nate2timez ft juli) 3082
19 waiting, dreaming 48
20 Hole in the Wall 194
21 JustVibin 57
22 |1| Azura 70
23 tiktokable song 186
24 Dreams 36
25 still in the clouds 44
26 Calm night 21
27 kuvuyvjucuj 17
28 I can't do this anymore 16
29 often forgotten. 6
30 Practice 32 (ft @Foe_Dizzle & @MrBobsled) 240
31 lo fi but why 17
32 Practice 31 37
33 Why Many Quasar 11
34 Don't die 928
35 your type 4244
36 song for dead heretic 98
37 moonlight. 754
38 falling in love. 1585
39 Ray Tracers 9

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