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me up at 2 am thinking I should die

Total playing time: 1:37:46

last night I couldnt sleep and I stayed up till 6:30 and I thought something was wrong with me, and that I should die because I am of no use except to try to change the world, but that is not special, everyone trys to change the world, I try to.....but I destroy instead, I always wish I was never born, I also am never supported to cry when I'm emotional in my household, I feel it is I am of not loved or special, there's not just one person named sofia, there's not just one person with dark brown hair, there's not just one person with dark brown eyes, there's not just one person who has suicidal thoughts, there's not just one person with breathing problems, I'm not special or one of a kind, I'm just.........a nobody trying to be a somebody

1 no sleep - Icebox & po9t 15921
2 luxior trying to be luxior ;-; (;-; edit) 14412
3 Hip Hop Rap Instrumental (Crying Over You) 342741
4 Vulkron and k h a s m - Forest 3730
5 Bandz 3706
6 Beautiful Dream 2
7 pretentious (remix) 358
8 pink plane 416
9 cloud 80
10 I feel... 47
11 KALOGAMEK - Belief ( Aka remix ) 12
12 Long Gone 9
13 pI wrote this for my dog but mid lofi | rick soundz (remix) 89
14 don't even know 27
15 so crazy 17
16 school rooftops but it sounds like the real song! (read disc) 10
17 loop 4(wip) 1308
18 Fix Myself (w/ nate2timez ft juli) 3066
19 waiting, dreaming 47
20 Hole in the Wall 192
21 JustVibin 55
22 |1| Azura 69
23 tiktokable song 184
24 Dreams 35
25 still in the clouds 42
26 Calm night 20
27 kuvuyvjucuj 17
28 I can't do this anymore 16
29 often forgotten. 6
30 Practice 32 (ft @Foe_Dizzle & @MrBobsled) 240
31 lo fi but why 17
32 Practice 31 37
33 Why Many Quasar 10
34 Don't die 102
35 your type 4243
36 song for dead heretic 67

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