I've decided to group these drafts together in an "album".

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So to give some context as to why I've really done this, I just felt like it might be a good idea to kind of explain some stuff with these drafts of mine that I've put out. You know, like the emotion put into/portrayed by the tracks, that kind of thing. If you have any questions about anything, feel free to ask.

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01. "The Shift" - So, this track was meant to kind of mark a period of transitioning....I was back after a little bit of a break if that's what you want to call it. I really wanted to make something interesting, something that would draw people in I guess, if that makes anysense. I don't know, it's something along those lines at least.

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02. "Aggression" - This was a track I made at around midnight, or getting close to midnight, something like that. Had a lot on my mind, was generally in a dark place. There was just a lot going on around this time period. There's another track that's hidden I made during the same night or at least around the same time frame, day ways, that expressed much more of a calmer tone than this one, but you know. Just one of those things.

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03. "Inspiration" - I was in a bit of a creative slump before I made this. Wasn't really doing too good mentally at the time either due to some stuff that had been going on generally. You'll see that as a generally common theme if you look into most of my tracks I put out, lol. Anyways, I was listening through some tracks people had published, then I came across my good ole buddy @Wightfall 's page again and I don't know, I just really love his stuff he puts out. Always helps me feel inspired, but especially this time, so you know.

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04. "Sleep Deprivation" - This is another one of those tracks that came out of a lack of sleep and general frustration with things that had been going on at the time. For this general time period I've been putting out tracks, I have had a lot going on, so I've been using music to really uhhh.....Not escape it. Deal with it? I guess that's about right. Lots of stress, I was transitioning to online school from the time period between 3 and 5. That and the bottom of our house flooded, that caused a lot of problems, and I won't even get into the full effect of it, lol.

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5. "Oops" - I actually didn't really mean to post this initially, I was going to keep it in my drafts and work on it some more before publishing it, but I guess I accidentally pressed publish instead of save, so you know. But I mean, it's not too bad or anything. This track was one I put out while feeling relatively uninspired, or something along those lines at least. I wasn't feeling very motivated I guess.

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06. "Retro" - I like to think of this one as more of a tribute to the kind of sound I was really trying to go for before I was forced into that "break" where I wasn't really able to work on much. Or something like that. I don't know, I just wanted to put out something a little more generic I guess, lol.

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07. "Thirteenth" - I put this out on Friday the 13th, which is always a day of great luck in my family despite it supposedly being one of the unluckiest day for most people. I don't know, this wasn't very well fleshed out, I'm going to definitely work on this more over time. I'm really thinking about going back and remixing all of my stuff to turn them into fully fleshed out tracks once I've got a more powerful system to use. But I will say that I know exactly what I'm going to turn this one into with a little bit more work. It's a response to things. :)

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08. "Limbo" - So....At the moment I'm in a bit of a limbo state emotionally. I don't know how to really explain it, I just don't really know how to react to a lot going on right now I guess. I've got a lot on my mind as usual, most of it's just subconscious self hatred induced paranoia and all of that fun stuff, but the rest of it's just general uncertainty to a lot going on right now. I'm sure I'm not the only one. I don't know. I mean, I'm not unhappy or anything. I'm not sad, or depressed really. I'm just kind of in that weird state of "I don't know". I mean, I don't have any reason to be upset over anything. Everything's alright right now, but I guess it's just more than obvious to me this is only the calm before the storm.

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09. "Depression" - Yeah, so....I honestly didn't want to put this one on here, but I felt like I should just because it is indeed another untitled project I spent time on and put emotion into. I don't know, the description of the track itself says enough, I don't have much more to say on this rather than I'm alright, don't worry about it. Just one of those things that isn't even really all that important.

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10. "Corruption" - This track isn't about me, it's dedicated to someone very special to me. They probably won't ever hear it though, I don't want to tell them about this either....It's just one of those things.

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11: "Drift Away" - To be honest, this is really just a result of me wanting to just kind of chill out. I've just been in a bit of a slow urging calm, if that makes sense. Like a calm before a storm in a sense. This is also a tribute to the time that's passed, a reminder that there's more to come but also a place to sit for a moment and enjoy the view. I don't know. This is kind of a dumb description, I don't even fully know what to put here or what to call this. I just don't want to accept the reality that I don't know what I'm doing sometimes. I mean....I want to do more, but then again, there's not much to do, so eh. That's ok though.

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12: "In Looking Back..." - So, I don't really know what all to say here, but....This is just an old sample I put in my assets a little while back that I never used because it wasn't recorded well, lol. I don't know. Just wanted to put it out there since I've been thinking about some stuff from back then.

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13: "Late Night Bite" - So for anyone who knows me personally and who's been keeping up with the dumb or not very smart stuff I put myself through/do to myself, you'll know that I couldn't just make a track late at night, especially if it'll be the thirteenth on this playlist/album/whatever, without having a little bit of Spider first. (If you don't know what that is, just search up "spider energy drink" and look at some ingredients, I'm sure you'll understand after that)

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14: "Weird Mood" - Not sure what I should put here, but I guess all I need to do is say I had some more spider, lol. Just another one of those evenings/nights.

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15: "Warm" - J̸̘͛ư̴͔s̵̨̈́t̷̘́ ̷͈̓f̷͎̒e̶͗ͅl̶̜̅t̷̬̅ ̵̼̊l̴̡͂ỉ̵̲k̶̙̾é̷͔ ̶̡̔m̸͓̋a̷̢̐k̸̪̃ị̶͝ň̸͇g̷̫͊ ̵̘͌ṫ̵͚h̷̗̓i̷̺̒s̵̹͘,̶͉́ ̷̰͌f̸̦̅i̵̘̓t̴͕͑s̶͕̃ ̷̧̑h̷̞̾o̶̥̊w̶̘̑ ̴͔̐I̴̜̓ ̷͔͒f̵̖̎e̴̫̅ë̶͓́l̶͎̂ ̸͕͌r̵̟̕i̷͚̋ĝ̶̩h̶̳͌t̷̥̕ ̵̙̔n̷̻̾o̸͉̊w̸̢̓.̵̦̕ ̴̮͌J̵͇́û̷̠ś̸̭ṫ̷̤ ̶̥͝o̵̬̔n̸͇͘ẽ̵̫ ̸̞͑ő̸̩f̷̜͐ ̴̛̰t̵̙̔h̴̪́o̵͇̚s̶̗̆ȇ̸̟ ̶̈ͅt̷͉͌ȟ̶̜ḯ̴̻n̶̢̎g̴̹̈́s̸̯͑.̴̱͊

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16: "_____" - ___________

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17: "Untitled" - (link is only visible to registered users)

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18: "God Rays" -

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19: "___" -

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20: "Purgatory" -

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21: "Distant Thoughts" -

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22: "The Ruiner" - I guess this is a nice little tribute to the feeling of ruining things. It's like right after you mess up in a nice conversation by saying something stupid or wording something wrong on accident and that nice feeling just kind of fades off, even though they say it's fine or it's ok. It's that lingering feeling of mellow happiness that's just fading away as you know that things will never go back that way again, not anytime soon anyways. Or well, I guess that's really just an uncertain feeling, but you can't help but feel it regardless. It's the "I'm sorry" that just doesn't quite work.

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23 ~ The end.