No one will understand me because in a way, even with all of my friends, I'm still lonely. No one loves me and no one cares. Even my ex doesn't care, even though I would do anything for him. I'm stupid, but no, i am not seasick.

1. no, i am not seasick - i give up towards the resolution. what's the point?

2. keep to myself - in the second track of this ep, i keep to myself because no one understands me. i don't see the point of opening to my friends, so i put on my mask and force a smile.

3. non sequitur - it's a recurring theme of unrequited love with me and that's because i let my life run on the hope finding someone who will love me and take care of me. yet, no one fucking cares and to be honest, i'm getting tired of it. i deserve to be happy. this track is weird as hell and was teased in a past album/ep, the saxes and all the chords are just weird as hell and so creepy to me. unknown, which is a familiarity.

4. sweet release - i close this ep with an old slave hymn. the slaves talk about escaping through the water to be free. they admired to be free, they needed it, they craved it, they wanted it so badly. something about the admiration, that passion is something i lust for.